Irascible.

Have you ever had someone make you  SO ANGRY that you see red? Okay, maybe that’s just a tad bit dramatic. But on a serious note, have you ever had someone make you so angry that you started to shake? Have you ever met someone so inconsiderate, someone who completely and utterly lacks all compassion? Just a straight up…. Bitch, if we’re going to be honest. It’s disgusting, really. Why are such nasty people even allowed to exist in the world? I would be so happy if this one person just disappeared off the planet. Stop making everyone that is forced to be around you a miserable shit. Why is it so hard to just be kind? Why??????

I’m a little disappointed in myself that I even let someone like that get under my skin. But a person can only be nice for so long, you know? You can only take so much crap before you just… lose it. And today my friends, I lost it. I got so fed up that I literally walked out. And I don’t feel bad about it, either. If I tell you that I can’t do something, I’m not just talking out of my ass. Or saying it for my health. I CANNOT do it. But this person, she doesn’t care. If it’s not beneficial towards her, therefore it must not matter, right? Wrong. I may have calmed down a little over the past few years – but there’s only so many times you can beat a dog before it bites. Now, I plan on officially taking that Leave of Absence I was telling you about. Time to sit back and relax. Heal up the way my doctor intended for me to do. The right way. Let her figure out what the fuck she’s gonna do while I’m gone. Maybe I’ll take this time to find another career path. Or maybe, I just need some time away. Maybe if I come back refreshed, it’ll be better.

……But my gut is telling me that this is only the beginning.

-B

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