Why? Why are the only men that are interested in me the ones who already have wives or long term girlfriends? And they’re not even interested in me. They just want to Fuck me and move on. What do I look like? I’ve actually asked a few men that. Does that deter them? No. It just makes them persistently creepier.

Whatever happened to genuinely caring for a person and wanting to be with them? What the Fuck have I grown up to be? To accept being someone’s side piece? No. I’m putting my foot down. I deserve better. I deserve more.

I think.