A person can only be strong for so long. And each individual’s breaking point is all different. Some cry. Some shoot up movie theatre’s. Some take their own life. Rock bottom can bring out the very worst in people. I believe I have been there before. I believe that I am here again. However, I am not going to shoot up a school.
Last night on my way home I cried. And I’m not really sure why. I guess its partly because I felt used. Partly because I felt not wanted. Partly because I know that I am not needed. And partly because no matter how hard I try to pursue something, I always seem to fall short. I’m going to be 29 next month, and absolutely nothing to show for my life. If that isn’t enough to bring someone to their knees, I’m not sure what is.