It’s been a minute. Things have been very up and down. I don’t really know how I’m feeling right now. I guess after last night, a little used up and sad. Intermittently numb. A tad bit stupid.

Fucking up is a hobby of mine. Not necessarily one I enjoy, but something I find myself doing regularly. Apologizing is a hard thing to do. Especially when you know you’re wrong.

I’m tired of being awake, of thinking. So I’m going to take my meds, even though it’s not even 2pm.

I’m going to go to sleep. Forget for a little while.

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