Sometimes, things feel too good to be true. I started a new job where I can make lots of money. I have a new boyfriend- who is absolutely amazing. I have Jess, Brandi, and chance- the three most amazing friends I could possibly ask for. I can't believe I'm bringing in the new year with … Continue reading No Half Measures.
I did it. I survived my first day at a new job. I hate being new. I mean, you're awkward. You don't know shit. There's always that one asshole you work with that gives you a hard time. I didn't learn anything. I basically just stood there and watched someone activate phones for 8 hours … Continue reading Completion.
I did it. I clocked out for the last time. I said it was bitter sweet, but I lied. It just feels bitter. I gave so much to that company. Literally put in some blood, sweat, and copious amounts of tears. It doesn't feel as good as I was hoping it would. Instead, I feel … Continue reading Farewells.
New beginnings. New endings. It's always the same. Taking a leap is ALWAYS a terrifying thing. Taking those leaps can be life changing. I can't help but feel this absolute fear. Everything is changing. It seems like nothing is staying the same and I just can't hold on. I'm surrounded by shitty people, daily. And … Continue reading .
I should feel that right about now. Relief. However I don't. I feel anxious. More than that. I feel worried about just EVERYTHING. Money. Work. I got the car back today. So far it seems alright. I hope it stays that way. But I'm even having anxiety about that. I mean, the two times I … Continue reading Relief.
I never knew so many people hated me. A part of me wants to laugh at the situation. I mean, I thought the majority of these people genuinely liked me. Well, like Doakes from Dexter said... "Surprise Mother Fucker!" And what a surprise, indeed. The people that I thought were friends, or well known acquaintances, … Continue reading Some People.
I try really, really hard to be good at my job. I know some days I slack, and lately I haven’t had a good run with luck which in turn affects my job performance, but for the most part, I do my best. With that being said, with the ONE thing that I am limited … Continue reading
Loss is a weird and complicated thing. One second you don’t feel anything. The next second, you feel everything. You can be confused, devastated, sad, and angry all within a 5 minute period. It can be like a pinball machine. It can knock the breath out of you. It is probably one of the worst … Continue reading Loss.
I have been swindled. I have been lied to. I have been cheated. I have been broken. I will rise up. XoXo -Brooklyn
Why does love have to be so hard? I just don't understand it. It's like one step forward, 8 steps back. Maybe I'm just the weird one who always wants to be there, and be supportive. Maybe I'm the weird one that wants to spend time with my significant other more than once a week. … Continue reading Betrayal.